Sad Morning

I just saw a kid on the street and started to cry. I miss my unborn child so much already. I wish I could be there when it's born. But Jon is adamantly against me having anything to do with it. Even being its Godfather, which is kind of messed up that he won't let me since I am in fact that babies father. And I think this blog is annoying Jon too because he texted me last night by saying "your blog is annoying me. Take it down." But I'm not going to because it's the only release I get. I'm thinking of transforming my second bedroom into a baby room. You know...just in case.